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May. 27th, 2008
... therefore it's an easy assumption to make.
For the benefit of my small-but-select readership (except for Aquandrian's ~ to whom this excerpt was addressed), I'd like to take this opportunity to make a declaration regarding today's earlier post:
I scored as a male brain, but quite interestingly towards the centre ~ as I wouldn't have been surprised to wind up on the 'pink' side.
Not sure what issues such a result & expectations may engender... & prefer not to contemplate them too deeply, actually...
Especially having spent the early part of the evening in the company of the alpha-est of males, who has previously voiced suspicions as to my sexual alignment (they were dispelled) & thusly having been acutely aware of every 'left-field' action & utterance of mine that came entirely naturally, as well as interested to see how they'd be interpreted, despite the aforementioned dispellance(?)
Part of me also doesn't give a s@%t... For the record ~ I'm physically & intellectually hetero... I prefer both the bodies & minds of the human female gender*. Possibly because I think women find these kinds of surveys as amusing as I do & I have to be able to share a joke with someone...
* Sometimes not even in that order...
Recently I've become more aware, or perhaps just more concerned, about how I'm perceived & interpreted. The innate reaction to clarify my... preference... is due either to the small shards of my inner-bloke digging themselves in, or to run-of-the-mill insecurity, or more likely a (mildly) testosterone-fuelled combination of both.
I hope this clears it up... for me at least.
For the benefit of my small-but-select readership (except for Aquandrian's ~ to whom this excerpt was addressed), I'd like to take this opportunity to make a declaration regarding today's earlier post:
I scored as a male brain, but quite interestingly towards the centre ~ as I wouldn't have been surprised to wind up on the 'pink' side.
Not sure what issues such a result & expectations may engender... & prefer not to contemplate them too deeply, actually...
Especially having spent the early part of the evening in the company of the alpha-est of males, who has previously voiced suspicions as to my sexual alignment (they were dispelled) & thusly having been acutely aware of every 'left-field' action & utterance of mine that came entirely naturally, as well as interested to see how they'd be interpreted, despite the aforementioned dispellance(?)
Part of me also doesn't give a s@%t... For the record ~ I'm physically & intellectually hetero... I prefer both the bodies & minds of the human female gender*. Possibly because I think women find these kinds of surveys as amusing as I do & I have to be able to share a joke with someone...
* Sometimes not even in that order...
Recently I've become more aware, or perhaps just more concerned, about how I'm perceived & interpreted. The innate reaction to clarify my... preference... is due either to the small shards of my inner-bloke digging themselves in, or to run-of-the-mill insecurity, or more likely a (mildly) testosterone-fuelled combination of both.
I hope this clears it up... for me at least.