A life out of balance indeed. I wonder if there's an obscure tribal word for feeling like a hollow shell too.
Without going into too much self-pitying detail, reality has crushed a few hopes, dreams & desires over the last couple of weeks & also delivered some uncomfortable home-truths & wake-up calls. I've been trying to find ways to adjust & move forward, little steps at a time. And then, today...
( The Book Of Job )The
'Will WaitingMan Make It To 2006 In One Piece' sweepstakes starts now. Opening odds are at 5/2... not sure which way...
In other news, I've taken the first few steps towards itinerant musicianhood. 2 cabaret gigs as guitarist-for-hire have led to another offer currently in rehearsal. I also broke up
Daylan today, or maybe broke
down is more appropriate - it's devolved into a looser collective without the constricting expectations, limitations & baggage that a band develops. Kind of like...'I love you, but we need to see other people too...'
And then, just as greyness was about to settle in for the night & the wicked wine bottle beckoned, I found
( this ) Snaffled from
Shadow5Tails page. Unfortunately, I neglected to see who posted it there, but thanks be to them for today's little smilebringer.