Duty Calls...
Mar. 30th, 2006 10:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
waitingmanDone more from obligation than volition...
This has been one of those weeks where all my willpower for the day has been expended getting me out of bed to face the sunlight hours, leaving me drained, apathetic & largely useless by about 2pm - let alone any challenges the evening & night have offered... & they have... Looking back, it's been like this for quite a while, really.
Unwelcome pressures from the outside world continue regardless, with consequences far more long-term than the internal, immediate ones taking my time & energy - but having an effect on future plans nonetheless.
"... I got a strong urge to fly. But I got nowhere to fly to..."
This has been one of those weeks where all my willpower for the day has been expended getting me out of bed to face the sunlight hours, leaving me drained, apathetic & largely useless by about 2pm - let alone any challenges the evening & night have offered... & they have... Looking back, it's been like this for quite a while, really.
Unwelcome pressures from the outside world continue regardless, with consequences far more long-term than the internal, immediate ones taking my time & energy - but having an effect on future plans nonetheless.
"... I got a strong urge to fly. But I got nowhere to fly to..."
