You'll come to relish days where you have little or no work. They are the days to recharge your batteries and find your 'I Give A Shit' place. It will take time, but it will happen.

I saw your post about avoiding JobSeeker. Don't discount it. If you apply quickly you may be able to get on the NEIS program which, while a steaming pile of manure, will give you basic income that isn't means tested for 9 months while you build the business.