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waitingman) wrote2020-08-28 11:32 pm
waitingman) wrote2020-08-28 11:32 pm
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Anger Is An Energy
It's 11.30pm... I've had one & 1/2 generous glasses of single malt scotch & a large glass of red wine I'm just finishing as I write & I'm not tired. What I am, is angry as hell...
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow's inevitable, terse conversation regarding the leave situation & the worst-case scenario of telling the boss that he can treat those 2 weeks as my notice & either way, he can damned well pay me for it. Given the uncertainty of employment in these times of Plague & the very recent rebuttal from a potential employer, I don't want it to come to that, but by Christ, it's tempting...
All I really want to do right now is either make some music, or go somewhere & take photos. The creative side of my brain is obviously fighting to contain & harness the anger. Trouble is, it's 11.30pm & there's bugger-all chance of doing either of those things right now
This could be a long night...
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow's inevitable, terse conversation regarding the leave situation & the worst-case scenario of telling the boss that he can treat those 2 weeks as my notice & either way, he can damned well pay me for it. Given the uncertainty of employment in these times of Plague & the very recent rebuttal from a potential employer, I don't want it to come to that, but by Christ, it's tempting...
All I really want to do right now is either make some music, or go somewhere & take photos. The creative side of my brain is obviously fighting to contain & harness the anger. Trouble is, it's 11.30pm & there's bugger-all chance of doing either of those things right now
This could be a long night...