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waitingman) wrote2006-09-19 09:39 pm
waitingman) wrote2006-09-19 09:39 pm
I Said WHAT!!!???
Well, the week is taking strange personal turns.
First I have an early attack of Alzheimer's yesterday, now it seems that my caution circuits between mind & mouth are only working sporadically. During today's weekly meeting with the Ranch Manager, I found myself telling him in no uncertain terms how little enthusiasm I currently have for most aspects of my job & that I'd either get it back in the near future, or I'd be moving on.
Which has been kind of an open secret for a while now... seems everybody knew that except him (& the phalanx of other Managers that currently make up 80% of the staff). It wasn't even a provoked reaction... more an overwhelming sense of I really don't give an airborne act of intercourse & I don't wanna play any more!!
The strange thing is, he seemed to understand & came closer to empathising than I'd thought him capable of.
Still could turn out to be a dangerous thing to have done... Now I'm committed to a course of action, whether I'm ready or not ~ then again I must think I am, otherwise I wouldn't have said it...
Or would I??
First I have an early attack of Alzheimer's yesterday, now it seems that my caution circuits between mind & mouth are only working sporadically. During today's weekly meeting with the Ranch Manager, I found myself telling him in no uncertain terms how little enthusiasm I currently have for most aspects of my job & that I'd either get it back in the near future, or I'd be moving on.
Which has been kind of an open secret for a while now... seems everybody knew that except him (& the phalanx of other Managers that currently make up 80% of the staff). It wasn't even a provoked reaction... more an overwhelming sense of I really don't give an airborne act of intercourse & I don't wanna play any more!!
The strange thing is, he seemed to understand & came closer to empathising than I'd thought him capable of.
Still could turn out to be a dangerous thing to have done... Now I'm committed to a course of action, whether I'm ready or not ~ then again I must think I am, otherwise I wouldn't have said it...
Or would I??